Violet Hill ♥

For Justin Drew Bieber. 
This section has one person, and one person only in it. not just a person though, my bestfriend in the world, my baby, my amazing perfect boyfriend. Well baby, where do i begin? Its all about you in my mind, that will never change. The feelings i have for you will never change. You make me feel like no one has ever made me felt. If that made sense. I never wanna loose you. Im never leaving you. Not even if my life depended on it. I want to be with you, and only you, forever. And when i say forever, i mean till’ the day i die. I love you so much, i don’t know what i would do without you. You are not only the most perfect boyfriend in the world, but you’re also the most amazing trustworthy bestfriend. I trust you with my life, and i know you trust me with yours.  We pick on eachother, call eachother names, yell at eachother, fight with eachother, and all of that shit. But i still wouldn’t want anything to ever change. You are the perfect boyfriend, and i cannot wait till’ i can be with you every day of my life. I want to fall asleep in your arms, and wake up in the morning, look into your perfect eyes and give you a good morning kiss. I love absolutely everything about you. Your smile, is perfect. Your eyes, i just love them. Your personality, oh god, i could say so much about it, im in love with your personality, don’t ever change baby. You are my world, my life, my everything, my baby. You have my heart, and you will for a very long time. Together or not. You have it. You are the only person who has it, i don’t want it back, its yours to keep forever. I know we can and will last a long time. I can talk to you about anything, i can actually be Barbara around you, i can be myself, my crazy stupid self. But i don’t care if im crazy or weird or stupid, im not perfect, but you make me feel it. I love how you love the things i hate about myself. Because of you im not as insecure as i was 5-6 months ago. I still wonder, to this day, how i got so lucky. How i got such an amazing boy like you. Im so fucking lucky that i get to call you mine every single day of my life. Everything i tell you, you actually listen, and you always try to help, and you understand most of it. Im not afraid to tell you anything. I know you won’t judge me, or anything like that, you’d just listen. This doesn’t even compare to how much i love you. Words can’t describe my feelings for you. Idk, Im just so fucking lucky. You’re beyond perfection and so amazing. Don’t ever think less. You always deserve to have a smile on your perfect face. You’re everything to me. Im so in love with you. You’re all ive ever wanted in a guy. Plus much more. I could say so much more just about how perfect you are and it would probably take up all the space. No lie. I love those cute text messages you send me. When you say those 3 simple words, “I Love You”, my heart is all sfdeljsbfd. You still give me butterflies in my stomach. That will never change. You are so adorable. I love when you call me baby. I still remember the first time you called me your baby. I still remember our first conversation, im awkward ok. I can’t picture myself without you. Im going to make sure we are together forever, because i want to be with you forever. You are the boy i want to marry and have kids with. Its just me&you, forever, every day, for the rest of our lives. I will never let anyone, and i mean anyone, break us apart. I can literally talk to you for hours, and hours, and hours, and I never get bored. Everything you say amazes me. Your the last thing on my mind before i go to sleep. And the first thing i think about when i open my eyes in the morning. I think about you 24/7. You never leave my mind, ever. I really need you baby, i dont know where id be without you. Id be completely miserable. This relationship can sometimes be difficult, but i know its real as can be. You are the most important person in my life right now, and you always will be. I love you. Even just thinking about you puts a big giant smile on my face. Im never giving up on you, like, ever. I love those nights where its just me and you talking, no one else, and we stay up till’ like, 4. We have so many inside jokes, that no one will ever understand. I love how your not afraid to talk about your future with me, i love how you constantly tell me you wanna marry me and that im perfect and beautiful and that you love me so much. I just, love you with all of my heart Justin. I can’t wait to be Barb Bieber.  You mean the world to me. Id take a bullet for you in a heartbeat. Iloveyousomuch. More than words can ever describe. Iloveyou, Iloveyou, Iloveyou. 

112610,ForeverAndAlwaysBaby♥

forever baby, no mater what..^